There are times when you cannot explain to your self why you are feeling depressed, bored or just out of sync. You know there is no obvious reason for you to feel so low yet the gloom refuses to budge. You may spend the entire day or even a week or longer moping without any reason.
The good thing is all things pass and so does this phase.
The special feeling is when one is happy without a cause.
Yes, I just lived that day. Not the first time, nevertheless I thought I'd share the happiness. From the morning, all thanks to Allah, I have been feeling happy. There is an inner calm, peace and joy hard to explain even to myself. Some things went wrong today, was on the verge of tears at one point right at the beginning of the day. However Allah just carried me through it all.
When leaving college, the weather was as gloomy as it could be. Dark clouds closing in, chilly winds blowing across and the prospect of an exam the following day looming ahead. Yet I came back smiling. There is something beautiful in store for me somewhere and today that was perhaps the reason for my happiness.
Thanks Allah for the happiness.
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